Ultimate Introspective

Contente com a vida que tem, e o resto é silêncio!

Amo-te
Adoro-vos
Dedico-me a ti
És a minha segunda paixão
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Have You Ever Really Loved A Woman

To really love a woman, to understand her
You've got to know her deep inside
Hear every thought, see every dream
And give her wings when she wants to fly
Then when you find yourself lying
Helpless in her arms
You know you really love a woman


When you love a woman
You tell her that she's really wanted
When you love a woman
You tell her that she's the one
'Cause she needs somebody to tell her
That it's gonna last forever
So tell me, have you ever really
Really, really ever loved a woman?.


To really love a woman, let her hold you
'Til you know how she needs to be touched
You've got to breathe her, really taste her
'Til you can feel her in your blood
And when you can see your unborn children in her eyes
You know you really love a woman.


When you love a woman
You tell her that she's really wanted
When you love a woman
You tell her that she's the one
'Cause she needs somebody
To tell her that you'll always be together
So tell me have you ever really
Really, really ever loved a woman?


You've got to give her some faith
Hold her tight, a little tenderness
You've got to treat her right
She will be there for you, taking good, care of you
You really gotta love your woman, yeah.


And when you find yourself lying helpless in her arms
You know you really love a woman.


When you love a woman,
You tell her that she's really wanted.
When you love a woman,
You tell her that she's the one.
She needs somebody
To tell her that it's gonna last forever.
So tell me, have you ever really
Really, really ever loved a woman? yeah
Just tell me, have you ever really
Really, really ever loved a woman?
Oh! Just tell me, have you ever really
Really, really ever loved a woman?

"Se eu sou quem eu sou porque sou quem sou e tu és quem tu és porque é quem és, então eu sou quem sou e tu és quem és. Mas, se por outro lado, eu sou quem sou porque tu és quem és e se tu és quem és porque eu sou quem sou, então eu não sou quem sou e tu não és quem és."

To you, my friend

Oh, why you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
'cause I've seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

So if you're mad, get mad
Don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well I'm a lot like you
When you're standing at the crossroads
And don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
'cause even if you're wrong

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you

And when...
When the night falls on you

You're feeling all alone
You won't be on your own

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you

I'll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

=)

Este não é para ti, nem para ti, nem para ti, muito menos para ti... É para vocês. Os melhores amigos de sempre! O pequenito, que tem pachorra para mim, que me leva a todo o lado, que afoga as minhas mágoas e que atura as minhas tretas! O ninfomaníaco, que é um chato, que só pensa em sexo, que se ri das minhas piadas, que partilha uma cumplicidade comigo, que me percebe. E o irmão, que, acima de tudo, é isso mesmo: um irmão de coração! Isto é para vocês, meus camaradas...

O futuro aguarda a nossa invasão!

Cliché (mas com classe!)

Se um dia olhar para trás e vir que andei a perder tempo, ao menos valeu a pena! Saí do casulo, ganhei asas e aprendi...

Agora é altura de começar a voar!

Hiatus

"Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player,
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage,
And then is heard no more. It is a tale
Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,
Signifying nothing."

Will Shakespeare, Macbeth

Já sinto a saudade de escrever aqui...

Beneath a moonless sky

Once there was a night

Beneath a moonless sky

Too dark to see a thing

Too dark to even try

I stood to your side

To tell you I must go

I couldn't see your face

But sensed you even so

And I touched you

And I felt you

And I heard those ravishing refrains

The music of your pulse

The singing in your veins

And I held you

And I touched you

And embraced you

And I felt you

And with every breath and every sigh

I felt no longer scared

I felt no longer shy

At last our feelings bared 
Beneath a moonless sky

And blind in the dark

A soul gazed into song

I looked into your heart

And saw you pure and whole

Cloaked under the night

With nothing to suppress

A women and a man

No more and yet no less

And I kissed you

And caressed you

And the world around us fell away

We said things in the dark

We never dared to say

And I caught you

And I kissed you

And I took you

And caressed you

With a need too urgent to deny

And nothing mattered then

Except for you and I

Again and then again

Beneath a moonless sky

Look with your heart

Love's a curious thing
It often comes disguised
Look at love the wrong way
It goes unrecognized

So look with your heart
And not with your eyes
The heart understands
The heart never lies
You need what it feels
And trust what it shows

Look with your heart
The heart always knows
Love is not always beautiful
Not at the start

So open your arms
And close your eyes tight
Look with your heart
And when it finds love
Your heart will be right

Learn from someone who knows
Make sure you don't forget
Love will misunderstand
Is love that you'll regret

Mother
Look with your heart
And not with your eyes
The heart can't be fooled

The heart is too wise
Forget what you think
Ignore what you hear
Look with you heart
It always sees clear

Love is not always beautiful
Not at the start

But open your arms
And close your eyes tight
Look with your heart
And when it finds love
Your heart will be right

Kiss

Só para dizer que me sinto tremendamente feliz.

Fazes-me Sorrir...

Jean

Genet é um labirinto em que entramos mas não sabemos sair. Mas também não o queremos fazer...

Genet é um ciclo vicioso em que quanto mais nos empenhamos, mais nos cansamos. E quanto mais nos cansamos mais nos empenhamos.

Genet é algo que nos queima os olhos, mas que deixa o coração a arder de desejo.

Genet é tudo o que poderiamos desejar e muito, muito mais.

Genet transforma-nos em algo que queremos ser, mas que reprimimos.

Genet é... Infinity!

Deadline

Faltam duas semanas para os enfrentar-mos... E no entanto eu e tu nunca estivemos tão ligados! Sinto-me a esverdear, a ficar mais forte, mais pesado, a tornar-me lentamente no assassino que és e que sempre serás! sinto-me capaz de trair sem pestanejar, de violar sem hesitar, de matar inconscientemente e de saltar lá de cima! Pronto para enfrentar as massas, para calar as bocas, para dar estaladas, para terminar a ultima jornada! Para provar que não estou morto, que estou aqui, que estou de pé e que sempre estarei!

Contigo, de pé até às ultimas... ou até que a morte nos separe.

Album Art

3rd time's the charm

Here we are again! ah, desculpa: Voici nous sommes à nouveau! Às vezes esqueço-me que só falas francês... Então? Confortável? Sim, eu percebo que estejas um pouco inseguro, as paredes ainda estão um bocado a vermelho, mas isto com o tempo vai lá ;) O quê? Pois, tens de perdoar o meu "francês", nunca fui muito bom nisso... Vai tudo a tradutor! Sim, diz! Estás à vontade! Ele diz o quê? Ah, sim... Sim, está descansado! Problem solved! Agora é a tua vez, e mereces tanta atenção como os outros todos! Se falo tanto do outro é porque ele me marcou, mas tu tambem o estás a fazer! Tanto ou mais! Estás a ficar entranhado em mim, a fazer parte de mim! Dedico-me a ti a 100%, confia em mim! Neste momento, és-me tudo! Neste momento, e nos que vêm a seguir! Não quero largar-te, és meu e ninguém te percebe tão bem como eu! Já fazemos parte um do outro! Portanto arruma as tuas coisas, senta-te, e disfruta porque tu...

TU vieste para ficar!

Don't Look Back In Anger

 

Slip inside the eye of your mind
Don't you know you might find
A better place to play
You said that you'd never been
But all the things that you've seen
Will slowly fade away

So I start a revolution from my bed
'Cause you said the Brains I had went to my head
Step outside the summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

So Sally can wait, she knows it's too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away, but don't look back in anger
I heard you say

Take me to the place where you go
Where nobody knows, if it's night or day.
Please don't put your life in the hands
Of a Rock 'n Roll band
Who'll throw it all away

I'm gonna start the revolution from my bed
'Cos you said the Brains I had went to my head
Step outside cos summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
Cos you ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

So Sally can wait, she knows it's too late as she's walking on by.
My soul slides away, but don't look back in anger
I heard you say

So Sally can wait, she knows it's too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away, but don't look back in anger
I heard you say

And So Sally can wait, she knows it's too late and she's walking on by
My soul slides away, but don't look back in anger, don't look back in anger
I heard you say

At least not today.

"Priores reprobo is lets of res priores nocens vir"

Há uns dias atrás escrevi uma total barbaridade neste mesmo espaço. Claro que, provavelmente, na altura o que me apetecia fazer era desistir e livrar-me daquilo de uma vez por todas. Mas não. Eu fico. SEMPRE! Eu fico e não tenho medo! De cabeça levantada, cara limpa e pés seguros. Porque ao fim de contas, eu é que ganho. Seja como for, quem ganha sou eu... SEMPRE! Eu ganho e com grande margem! Pode-me doer muito as pernas, ficar tonto com as respirações lá em cima, não conseguir arranjar a maneira certa para isto ou aquilo, mas no final, o trono é meu. SEMPRE! O trono e a coroa, os dois meus! E não há nada a fazer para o evitar. Já fui servo, nobre, principe, herdeiro. Pois agora sou rei, e a coroa é minha! E, para grande incómodo, os meus representantes masculinos no lado feminino também têm as suas coroas. Somos os coroados. E seremos os coroados até uma autoridade nos tirar a coroa. Até lá olhamos de cima. SEMPRE! Olhamos de cima! Vemos a batalha pelo poder desenrolar... E vamo-nos rindo... rindo altivamente. SEMPRE!

15% de inspiração...

85% de transpiração...

5% de glória...

100% de satisfação... 

Come Back To Bed

Still is the life
Of your room
When you're not inside
And all of your things
Tell the sweetest story line
Your tears on these sheets
When your footsteps are down the hall
So tell me what I did
I can't find where the moment went wrong at all

You can be mad in the morning
I'll take back what I said
Just don't leave me alone here
It's cold, baby
Come back to bed
Come back to bed
Come back to bed
Come back to bed

What will this fix
You know you're not a quick forgive
And I won't sleep through this
I survive on the breath
You are finished with

You can be mad in the morning
I'll take back what I said
Just don't leave me alone here
It's cold baby
Come back to bed
Come back to bed
Come back to bed
Come back to bed
Come back to bed...

You can be mad in the morning
Or the afternoon instead
But don't leave me
98 and 6 degrees of separation
From you baby
Come back to bed
Come back to bed
Come back to bed

Don't hold your love over my head
Don't hold your love over my head
Don't hold your love over my head
Don't hold your love one more time around baby

Don't hold your love over my head
Don't hold your love over my head yeah
Don't hold your love over my head
Don't hold your love over my head
Come on come back to bed

Obrigado por me teres enchido de algo que eu pensava que estava perdido.

Quick Memo

Antes de ir dormir, deixa-me só dizer-te uma coisa. Fazes-me tão feliz... Correspondes-me, temos algo que mais ninguém pode ter orgulho de ter! Somos um "nós"! O que é teu é meu. O que é meu é nosso. E ganhamos sempre!

Fazes-me preferir a Realidade ao Sonho...



Little sparrow, little sparrow
Precious fragile little thing
Little sparrow, little sparrow
Flies so high and feels no pain.

All ye maidens, heed my warning
Never trust the hearts of men
They will crush you like a sparrow
Leaving you to never mend.

They will vow to always love you
Swear no love but yours will do
Then they'll leave you for another
Break your little heart in two.

Little sparrow, little sparrow
Precious fragile little thing
Little sparrow, little sparrow
Flies so high and feels no pain.

If I were a little sparrow
O'er these mountains I would fly
I would find you, I would find you
Look into your lying eyes.

I would flutter all around you
On my little sparrow wings
I would ask you, I would ask you
Why you let me love in vain.

I am not a little sparrow
I am just the broken dream
Of a cold, false-hearted lover
And your evil, cunning scheme.

Little sparrow, little sparrow
Precious fragile little thing
Little sparrow, little sparrow
Flies so high and feels no pain.

All ye maidens fair and tender
Never trust the hearts of men
They will crush you like a sparrow
Leaving you to never mend.

Little sparrow, little sparrow
Oh the sorrow never ends

14 é um bom número!

Hoje fiz a contagem das imitações que sei fazer... E a lista é:

José Sócrates
Cavaco Silva
D. Duarte
Marcelo Rebelo de Sousa
Agostinho da Silva
Alberto João Jardim
Carlos Carranca
Pf. Miguel Graça
Luís Rizo
Barney (Simpsons)
Krusty (Simpsons)
Apú (Simpsons)

e as novas "aquisições":
Fernando Luís (Rosencrantz)
Renato Godinho.

Paulo, O Dentes Floridos

The Triangle of Friendship

You.

You and him.

You and him are with me.

But You.

You and him.

You and him are away.

You and him are Both of You.

Both of You dropped me in the forest.

The forest full of hungry wolfs.

The hungry wolfs are stalking.

Stalking and coming closer.

And closer...

And closer...

HELP ME! PLEASE!

Pela primeira vez em três anos...

Apetece-me desistir.

Mental Notes

Estado: Busy like fuckin' hell!

- Um copo de martini e Bob Dylan patrocinam o que é oficialmente a minha primeira noitada de estudo de 2010. Frases sublinhadas a verde, com pausas marcadas e intenções assinaladas. Agora só falta meter na cabeça.
- "Deixa. Eu explico-vos. Ele tira o chapéu. Foi a partir daí que todas as coisas..." Capute! Empinha mais!
- Preocupar-me com o "Vento" e com o "Porquê" e com o "Vocês são doidos"!  Hoje magoei a perna a saltar da plataforma e ainda me está a doer...
- Ah, deixa-me só fazer um pequeno aparte para o amigo, ele é que diz que todos os meus textos são para ele xD
- Bolas! Desconcentrei-me! Retomar...
- "Entre os dentes, nos cabelos, e só agora é que me avisas? Nem um policia mo contou. Devia ter pensado nisso mas estou a fazê-lo demasiado tarde..."

It's gonna be a long night!

A César o que é de César

Assim como estou pronto para falar mal, estou pronto para me redimir. E da mesma maneira como comecei, hei-de acabar:

Peço-te Desculpa.

Shoot Me Again

I won't go away
Right, right here I stay

Stand silent in flames
Stand tall 'till it fades

Shoot me again
I ain't dead yet
C'mon, shoot me again
I ain't dead yet
I said, shoot me again
I ain't dead yet
C'mon, shoot me again
I ain't dead yet

C'mon, Shoot me again
Shoot me again
Shoot me
Shoot me again
Shoot me again
C'mon, Shoot me again
Shoot me again
Shoot me
Shoot me again
Shoot me again
C'mon

All the shots I take
I spit back at you
All the shit you fake
Comes back to haunt you

All the shots
All the shots
All the shots I take
What difference did I make?
All the shots I take
I spit back at you
(Haa)

I won't go away, with a bullet in my back
Right, Right here I stay, with a bullet in my back

Shoot me
Take a shot
Shoot me
Take a shot
Shoot me
Take a shot
Shoot me
Take a shot

I stand on my own, with a bullet in my back
I'm stranded and sold, with a bullet in my back

Bite my tongue
Trying not to shoot back
No compromise
My heart won't pump the other way

Wake the sleeping giant
Wake the beast
Wake the sleeping dog
No, let him sleep...
Wake the sleeping giant
Wake the beast
Wake the sleeping dog
No, let him sleep...

Bite my tongue
Trying not to shoot back

All the shots I take
I spit back at you, Yeah
All the shit you fake
Comes back to haunt you

All the shots
All the shots
All the shots I take
Hey, What difference did I make? What difference did I make?
All the shots I take
I spit back at you

Síntese

Esta porra já me está a dar dores de cabeça... Me aguardam longas noites, cafés cheios, copos de martini, lápis, borrachas, canetas, folhas, linhas, traços, bolas, sílabas, inflexões, pausas, respirações, tons, agudos, graves, médios, cores, cheiros, tatuagens, saltos, mortes, orgasmos, danças, violações, bofetadas, lágrimas, suor, sangue, cigarros, Vigilantes, Maurices, Lefrancs, Jules, Paulos os dentes floridos, Olhos, bocas, cabelos...

"(...) Para entrar na minha pele é preciso ser-se da minha estatura. E para se ser da minha estatura é preciso agir como eu."